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Its good to be back home....

I was off to Long Pillah last for 4 days. Ooohh i just released i missed kampong so much. I took a few picture around as well.. Will be uploaded later.

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The time is moving fast and this post comes only after 3 months of my previous post is uploaded. I don't know if i should just stop this right now or just continue as it is. After all, i just blog more on what is happening to my life which i think that is not that interesting for the public to know.

Today is not a good day. I am feeling dizzy and i couldn't do much at work either. I end up having a chit chat with my boss on a few things coming in future. I kinda missed my ex-boss :) but well, work has to be done and i am happy to have all the good people around me.

There were time where i feel like quitting my job... :). Hell no! I cannot do that for sure. How i wish i can go to work or just stay at home with Clarisse as i wish... but still. I have to obey the rules and regulation at work and i need to be strong in my responsibility as a working mother :). It is not easy at all and life is suddenly change after you have you new born.

~~ monday blues~~

Why is everyone leaving?

I have been here since February 2008. Time pass by too fast! It's like that, woke-up from a deep sleep and realise that all the good people around me are leaving. Leaving for good ofcourse. Life is short and those people that used to be so closed and dearly to me are not here with me and i truly missed those moment with them.

Now it's time for one of my good collegue.. so called my boss is leaving next week. -_-
When i look back and think of what i have been through all these years, i know that the most important thing to built a strong and good relationship with everyone around you is TRUST.

It does come to my mind sometimes... thinking and say's... how about me??? How far more can i go?

I suddenly feel so lonely....

I close my eyes and pray...... AMEN!

Its' a wonderful feelings.

Talking with kids and having those reaction towards you really means a lot. Clarisse is almost 3 months old now. We discovered a few things change every week. She now can response to you when you talk to her. Is a wonderfull feeling looking at her smiling with her mouth movements as if she is trying to get a long with the conversation. Tears of joy are in my eyes whenever i see her smilling at me. I love her so much!

Mum tell me a story about my nephew Noel when one day she is having a conversation with him. Bellow is the part that attract my attention.

Mum: Noel, don't be naughty... listen to your mom. God know everything you do so you have to be good.

Noel: God knows everything, why don't he teach me to speak Kayan?

Kids are just so cute and innocent :). My mum just reply to him saying *It's your mom who don't teach you to speak Kayan* and laugh.

I can't wait to see Clairisse talking :). I just love this feeling.